i'm tired...
sometimes, i just wish i can just cry it all out to sleep but i can't. anger, madness, everything, all emotions surge all at once but i cannot get myself to forget you...damn it. damn this heart.
why do we tend to only show our best to people?
Waking up earlier made me realized I overslept and wasn't able to do my early morning jog around the block. Anyway, I decided to make some little cleaning. Cleaning in the sense that not only in the room I am in but to also my whole being. It might take a long process but I must start somewhere. Apologizing can be difficult especially fort those who doesn't want anyone to see them as vulnerable. I thought I was one of those but in the past years, I've realized that its better to apologize. It doesn't mean you're guilty or you're weak. It just means that you value something far more with that person, than your ego. But still we tend to only always show our "good" side to people. What about the bad side? Shouldn't we also show them that? I guess I am that kind of person. I show both sides of me and yet I already know not every single person I encounter will understand why I behave the way I do at times. I am not sure if it's their orientation o...
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